thinking that since i kinda like pain and scars n all, dun u think a TATTOO is a completely aesthetic solution to my problem??
or maybe i shudnt consider it at all cos i still hope to make it into heaven and there is a slight possibility that the Lord wont let my dad in.
decisions decisions.
anw my friend emailed me the hari raya pics. then there were some shots of her and her younger sis which i took. there were so much joy in those pics. i remembered laughing till my sides hurt trying to get those two to pose properly. i sometimes wonder, how much different would my life be if mushfirah is still around. if my dad hadnt fucked up and kept my sister alive. i hate being an only child.
