If i allow myself and feed my various interests, even the tiny ones, i dont think i’ll end up like the conventional girl. But then again, doing just that might make me THE conventional girl. yeah, heck. I seriously should drop any concerns with public labellings. ANYWAYs, as i have said before to myself a million times, i need organisation in my life. As a start, to remind myself so i wont forget, i decide to create a list of things i have always wanted to do. Hopefully, i get to taste at least some of it before i breathe my last breath. These little things do interject a little joy, if not thrill (cheap or kinky) into my dull dreaded life. Go baby go!
#learn how to start a car without the conventional key or electronic card thingy (do they have the thumbprint access to cars now?)
#learn how to burgle into my own car like the characters in the movie Gone in 60 Seconds..ooh and own the tool bag with all that spiffy tools
#learn how to do the various positions in the Karma Sutra, so…
#that requires me to learn Yoga first
# make a list of the places i wanna fuck at. eg: in the car at Mt Faber (trust me i’ll get creative)
#actually carry out the stuff i wrote in THAT list
#find the perfect jeans and the perfect bra
#do a course in carpentry
#while doing that carpentry course, wear that damn sexy tool belt thing. every girl shud own one!
#sky dive. ok i wont push myself. sky dive with an extremely pro instructor strapped to my back
#learn how to backfilp, or do that stunt that the sexy brunette character in Bring IT On did
#own a really cool bike (i shud learn abt bikes first) and actually make use of my damn bike licence
#speak mandarin and arab
#punch a guy because he pissed me off
#get into a physical fight with a girl and win
#know the damn roads well in Singapore and another cool city overseas like New York and be able to navigate myself i it confidently
#gain/earn/garner enough respect from businessmen and be able to do make deals with them without them asking me to entertain and drink cos they know I am a Muslim and they respect me
#which reminds me, BE A DECENT MUSLIM.
#travel to 50 places
#own a luggage or a trunk that has 50 stickers or more of the places that Ive been to
# patron a strip club, a gay club, or go for that gay pride parade or that gay cruise thing
#make GAY friends, love them and respect them
#water ski, white water rafting, wake boarding
#bungee jumping! how can i forget bungee jumping!
#have a scapbook of pictures of the various beautiful architectures of the world like bridges and stuff. the pictures must have me in it, which means i have to actually be there
#go for scrapbooking or some art/craft course
#slowly make a book/diary/journal of the beautiful decor things that i absolutely love
#have a whole shelf of decor books with pages that are so fingerprinted and worn cos i looked at them so very often
#learn how to knit and make a gift of knitted scarf or sweater to someone i love but cannot get because the relationship is impossible (this is most likely to be for a girl)
#taste snow, make snow angel and a snowman and have a snowball fight
#patron 20 inns/motels/backpackers budget hotels all over the world
#immerse myself in the culture of patronising boutique hotels, and perhaps open one or help someone to open one. i wanna be able to produce a scrapbook of the various boutique hotels ive visited tooooooooooo
#bachelorette pad!!!
#COFFEE. know my coffee
#visit the current wonders of the world. but MUST see the Grand Canyon and that colososlosal whatever thing in rome. oooh and pyramid
#know how to ride a horse confidently
#learn how to make my own jewellery
#learn to cook 7 dishes, 5 baking thing like cakes, 3 desserts. but i must be really good at them. as in they must taste fantastic. (sheesssh!)
#appear as a callafare(spelling?)/extra on some popular show
#experience or see that clour moving thing in some cold country. aurora is it? lawa!!! and and meteor shower! at least once!
#volunteer regularly
#own a walk in closet, with compartmentalised drawers for accessories and jewellery, and that thing to hang jeans or pants
#design one or two outfits for muslimah, have them sewed and wear it
#sew! i wanna learn how to sew well
#kiss and tongued a girl and mentally capture and fosillize every milisecond of that moment
#snorkel well and maybe get a scuba licence
#get a licence to fly a small plane
#karaoke in public
#travel first class. i dunno wad its called. raffles class? business class?
#walk down a famous fashion district/street and look like i can afford it
#go for a bikini wax
#have 8 pieces of good lingerie
ok the list will go on, but this is wad i can think of now.



